I WANNA TELL THE WORLD ABOUT MY EXPERIENCE OF DIVINE LOVE- I SAW THE JESUS IN 2008
I have seen him!
My experience of Divine Love
I don't have quite a good recall of image of the face of my beloved like I remember this divine adumbration of the Holy Face of Crucified Jesus of which vision I was given to percieve.
In the year 2008, August 12th around 6.pm in the little village called Kobylanka in one the county of Poland I was returning with my mom and two brothers from the walk. The weather was wonderful and the sky was cloudless. I always loved to look upon the sky, so once again this time I also stopped to look at the tent of welkin spreaded above the earth. Suddenly I saw the screen of the sky strangely arc and radiate with light. It seemed to me, that in a way to touch the earth that welkin in one place became sort of a three-dimensional. I don't know how to describe it but after what I saw I am certain that probably dwo different dimensions interpenetrated themselves, two worlds came toghether, touched their fingers...just like on the fresk in Sistine Chapel when Michael Angelo painted Father God touching with his finger Adam's finger which indicated of God's wish to unite with human being. Touch is something intimate, shows the will of intimacy, closeness, cognition, it's also the expression of love. In the human world love is most often expressed by touch. I hug you, I touch you because I love you. In this moment I also felt that Someone touches my heart, Someone very heartfelt, Someone who made that shell of mine crack, which caused the love hidden for so many long years finally hatching into daily light and shaking up my whole existence.
Going back into the strange picture of the sky I started to think that there was something wrong with my sight. I shaked myself and asked my mom and brothers if they also see the same thing. They were already looking and seemed to be dazzled and enchanted... They were looking like some Magician has hipnotyzed them... It was only the sky and nothing was happening and yet such an extraordinary atmosphere prevailed that we found ourselves in a climate of miracles. Through my body came a warm current, blood within my veins circulated faster, and the heart beated like frenzied. We all knew that something amazing is about to happen. We expected something in a great concentration not knowing why is that happening. Instead of going towards home, we stopped on a stony footpath next to the field of wheat and we didn't want to leave this place – some mysterious force kept us there and atracted like a magnet. Someone would have thought that we have lost our minds, but Providence caused that no one was nearby. People after a hard day work rested in their homes. I thought for a while... maybe it's the end of the world, but human's inquiring are often fallible and far away from the truth of divine reality and God's eternal intentions ruling the world. Next thought which has crossed my mind was that I am about to experience miracle, but that is not possible, not me the sinner, not even mentioning my brothers, either way we don't deserve for a miracle. My mom is a different case – she is a real saint - she survived so many storms holding an anchor of faith.
Next thought: "Jesus I love You! I'm sorry that I made you harm with my sins so many times. If that is the end of the world then please save me! Save me my Lord!". My eyes were full of tears. And then from behind the sky three silver doves arrived by air, they have just appeared, not from a distant place, somewhere from the village – I know they were from Heaven. Those doves had silver glitteringly wings – I even called them "glittery doves" because they were sprinkled wth glitter. They were full of light. Never in my intire life I have seen such doves. They were magical, unearthly beautiful. We looked after the doves flying for a moment around us, and then they were gone.
In this specicific moment the culmination point of my life began – above us, on the high frimament of the sky appeared the huge countenance of Crucified Jesus Christ. His arms were stretched on a cross, Head downcasted toward earth, long curly hair, the eyes full of pain and sorrow but also of unspeakable love and longing. The Holy Face of Jesus just cannot be described, that picture which took the camera of my heart will forever stay deep in my soul. It happened just like some invisible hand drew on the sheet of the sky the Holy Face of Crucified Lord and then it suddenly came alive!
Jesus was looking at me and for about ten minutes we looked toward each other. I have never seen a man looking with such love at woman like Christ at that moment looked at his creation. I was totally enchanted. It appeared to be that I shifted myself to Golgota. His cross was the frency of Love. God who died 2012 years ago wanted to come to us in 2008, revealing his crucifixion and annunciate: "That's how much I love you, my dear creation! Belive finally in my Love, which knows no boundaries, which experience cannot be equal to any experience of human love. My love exceeds any image of love of this world."
I realized that greater love has no one than this: to lay down one's life for one's friends. Who had laid down his love for mine? Jesus! Nobody has ever suffered the way he did. Nobody! He died so I could live forever. It's the only truth and wisdom which you have to gain. When someone doesn't have Jesus by his side, he has nothing.
Alejandro Bullon in his book titled "Signs of Hope" writes: "Look around you: Do you see dark clouds of natural disasters gathering over the world? Earthquakes, hurricanes, tornados, volcanos explosions, floods indimate us. Scientists' reports are terryfing. But in the face of such horrible prophecies and serious concerns I want to ensure you that Jesus is about to come. He comes for you. There is hope. The sunrise of eternity is begining to dawn". Jesus is the hope for new life, for never ending life. Let's not trample his love with our behavior and indifference but embrace this Love in our hearts.
The Holy Face of Jesus washed away and for me it was the Flame from Heaven that arouse within me the fire to serve God and preach His Evangel. That phenomenon which I experienced in the age of 18 forever changed my way of thinking. My miserable life racing like a car on the track of the earth, straight forward, with no specific direction, just stopped and turned right (Right Way of Love). I am now heading in the righ direction, toward heavenly fatherhood.
"We don't have here a perminent town, but we are looking for one that's coming" - St. Paul. I feel that I experienced something that Saul from Tarsus experienced while he was heading to Damascus. He saw the light, and in that light the face of Jesus. That has transfromed him and was a mainspring for all his life. If I were put today on some stadium where all of the people in the world were gathered, and was given a mike to tell about Jesus – I would say: "Jesus loves you, you, you and you! Each and everyone of you! His only wish is to give you an eternal life – life with no pain, hardship, concerns, shortage, desease, senility and death... He is the Entrence to that Life. God made a one condition to man: "Love me as best as you can and I deal with the rest". Jesus exists and if I were to walk through fire to Him, I wouldn't hesitate for a second. I would run into His arms, not paying attention to what's below me and around me.
In the Bible there is said: "Although you have not seen him you love him; even though you do not see him now yet believe in him, you rejoice with an indescribable and glorious joy, as you attain the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls."
Jesus lifes and He is the same, yesterday, today and forever always. I vouch my life for it. Amen.
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